The 10,000 Pages post for you
Date : Friday, September 04, 2009
Love is a symbol of eternity. It wipes out all sense of time, destroying all memory of a beginning and all fear of an end. It is when a kiss is not just the touching of lips, but the intertwining of lives; Past, Future and Present.
This is our story, this is our love.
Yes this is THE 10,000 page post for you my dear. well not 10,000 page maybe one post for now (sorry baby 10,000 pages is a bit too long don't you think). I don't really know how to start this post off cos there is just so much to say and i don't know how to lay it out for you. I'll just do my best and hopefully it does how i feel for you justice. I know i should be trying to figure out what my thesis for my assignment is supposed to be but i think
i've put this off for too long. So when you read this baby don't get angry
ok =)
Let's start from the day i came home.
12 July 2009Flying home was one of the hardest things for me to do. I was leaving a life that i have known for 4 months. I was going to fly home and not have Daphne to share our instant
ramen or
PBAJs with. Let's not forget how long the flight was and that i could not
sms you, call you, contact you for more than 15 hours which was torture for me. The moment i stepped out of the gate, disappointment set in cos i didn't see you or my mother at all. I had to call to find out where you guys were. My mother said you guys were coming down and i just had to wait there. i did and in a couple of minutes i couldn't help smiling. I saw my precious boyfriend walking down the escalator towards me in his black long-sleeve shirt, rolled up to his elbows, khaki berms carrying his beloved red
crumpler bag. 3 months of waiting for that moment had finally arrived. All it took for you to make me love you was that "Hi Stacie, Bye Stacie" and the long conversations we had over the phone. Having you in front of me, having your fingers between mine was a dream come true. I honestly remember tears forming in my eyes when you looked into mine. i just couldn't believe that you are mine and that we made it. As we walked to the car, you were silent cos if you opened your mouth you would stutter and we had to use
smses and writing in your notebook to communicate. it might sound stupid but we both knew how overwhelming it was for both of us.
That day was perfect. I got to FINALLY have
prata with you where u started talking and we got to put that statement smacked across my ass thanks to my cheeky from VS that says "Best Kisser" to the test. Whether i am or not is for you to decide. After u sent me home, in a few hours there you were smiling at me outside my house. you screamed "Hi Baby!" i couldn't help but feel special cos you make me feel special up till this very day. we took the first photos of the many we have now.
Fast forward to today. getting through the drama of the 15
th, meeting your mum, meeting your friends, going to the army museum which was totally awesome, botanic gardens, you meeting my apartment 2112 girls, convocation, outfields, sleepless nights, countless fights that we never remember why it started in the first place. 2 September 2009 It's gonna be 5 months since we got together in less than a week and you'll be in
Tekong having your outfield. I know i will be missing you like crazy each and every single day. I cant go to bed without you telling me you love me and i think that that's going to be perfectly fine with me.
As i look through all of our pictures, the 216 of them i find comfort in knowing that i have you in my life. never a day do i not smile when i see you face smiling back at me. Never a day in class is your picture not on my desk reminding me i got to stay awake. when i look through my cellphone i have text messages from way back 21 March is the earliest one that i have of yours and i have never deleted one since then.
i'd randomly scroll through them and read them when we fight. When i do that, i find my heart at ease and then the tears will form. i don't want fights that last more than 5
mins cos it sucks fighting with u. Anyways I love you my warrior. i know this isn't long enough for you but i will do my best to pour my heart out in another blog post someday soon.